Do you ever say things you shouldn't? I do...all the time. They can be the truest statements in the world, but they're also completely unnecessary. Why do I say them anyway? Recently I've realized that I'd rather say unnecessary (maybe hurtful) things, than feel like I'm left humiliated and unloved. It would seem that I'm perfectly willing to be unkind if it means preserving my pride and satisfying my desire for vindication. Tears dry, pain dulls, but apparently my ego is too fragile to heal. The ironic part is that the Lord of the universe allowed himself to be humiliated to the point of going to a cross, and I can't seem to get over a little indifference.